People keep sliding into my DMs like 👀...

People keep sliding into my DMs asking, “How are you so calm?” And let me just say, the *main character energy* of that question is wild. Calm? Me? Let me paint a more accurate picture: I’m somewhere between “poprocks in my stomach” and “trying to find the pause button on life.” But here’s the thing—experience is a great teacher.  

Last year, I was a ball of nerves. It was my first Grammy nomination, and I couldn’t stop spiraling over the “what-ifs.” What if I win? What if I lose? What if my dress isn’t as fabulous as I think it is? Fast forward to now, and I’ve learned that whatever happens on Grammy night doesn’t define me. Don’t get me wrong—I *want* to win. I want to stand on that stage and give a speech that makes people laugh, cry, and question their life choices. But if I don’t, it’s not the end. Because I know I’m an amazing poet, an incredible human, and someone who’s already achieved more than my teenage runaway self ever dreamed possible.  

So, why do I seem calm? It’s not because I’m not anxious—I *am*. But I’ve decided to transmute that anxiety into something useful. Excitement, gratitude, positive energy. I channel it into the work: connecting with my fans, performing my poems, and, yes, obsessively checking Spotify stats because that’s just who I am.  

It feels a lot like when I was on *The Apollo* in 2002 and…  I didn’t win, and I truly thought it was the end of the world. I walked off that stage devastated, my heart shattered. Little did I know then, it wasn’t the end—it was the beginning of a shift. We all left the Apollo Theater that night and went to get Chinese food in Harlem, laughing and decompressing. And here I am now, still standing, still thriving.  

I recently told Sekou Andrews that in February I’m pivoting into public speaking, and he quickly reminded me there’s no shortage of hard work over there either. But you know what? That’s fine. Hard work and I are old friends by now.  

Here’s the thing about life after the Grammys: nothing stops. Win or lose, I still have to create, still have to tell my stories, still have to answer texts asking, “What’s next?” And honestly, I love that. Because poetry isn’t about trophies—it’s about connection. And every DM, every comment, every time someone tells me my words moved them? That’s a win.  

So yes, I’m “calm.” Calm because I’ve survived so much more than a nomination. Calm because I’ve already proven I belong here. And calm because no matter what happens, I’ll keep doing what I do best: being unapologetically, beautifully, poetically me.  

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have some “calm” energy to channel into my next performance—and maybe a quick snack. You know, priorities.  

Why an iPhone Documentary?

I’m thrilled to announce a personal project I’m creating called “From Apache to the Grammy®s. The Queen Sheba Experience. An iPhone Documentary.” Why an iPhone documentary? Because the production of an album, the week-of festivities, and the entire year-long campaigning process for the Grammy®s is an investment into your life—and your bank account.

Share Your Stories

If you’ve got a “How I met Queen Sheba” or “This one time with Queen Sheba” story, I want to hear it! Please upload your video here: [Submit Your Video]

Make sure to:

• Clearly say and spell your name.

• Include your email and IG handle.

If we use your story or soundbite, we’ll absolutely reach out and credit you properly.

If you’d like to support my journey, I’d love it. I also love the unexpected sound of Zelle and CashApp! If you want to donate to keep this train moving:

• CashApp: $QS4ATL

• Zelle: shebasjunk@gmail.com

Drop a note so I can give you a shoutout on IG! Every little bit goes toward this dream.

So, here I am. Reading comments, biting my nails, and sitting on my hands to keep from clapping back at the noise. Because this isn’t about the BS. It’s about the art, the Poets, and the power of words.

And if I win? Know that it’s not just for me—it’s for the ones who have been waiting for this moment, for the ones who will come after, and for the ones still learning how to use their voice. This Grammy® is ours.

The Party: If They Can’t Throw One, I Will

Now, let’s talk about the Atlanta Grammy® Chapter. Due to budget cuts and key staff being out, we’re not getting our usual nominee party this year, which sucks. But instead of sulking, I’m throwing my own party because Spoken Word deserves to celebrate. Nominees from Atlanta, nearby cities, and anyone else who wants to celebrate with us—you’re invited. Grammy® FYC rules mean you need a ticket, but I’ve made sure the link is plastered all over my socials.

Love,  

Queen Sheba💞 

Queen Sheba's CIVIL WRITES Tour:

All dates are subject to change because life be lifin'!

A thank you to everyone who has poured their time, energy, and love into helping me bring this tour to life. It’s been a while since I’ve set out on such an intentional journey to share my work, and I couldn’t be more excited to celebrate this moment with all of you. Let’s make magic together!

*If you know anyone with a podcast, radio or TV show - I'd love to be a guest. Please email my manager S.v.B. bookingqueensheba@gmail.com or fill out the booking form on my website: www.thequeensheba.live/booking

📍WED 11/13 RDU - 7P  ✅

📍 WED 12/4 Baltimore 7P - The Poetry Party @kishthelioness @thepoetrypartylive

📍 12/5 DC - Grammy Chapter Party

📍 SAT 12/7 ATL 2P-5P - Write About Now! ATL - Houston Virtual Venue Pop-Up show!

📍 SAT 12/7 ATL 8P SOFAR West End

📍 SUN 12/8 ATL 7:30P - PvHH @CityWineryAtl @prettydopedia

📍 MON 12/9 NASHVILLE - PvHH @citywinerynsh @wolfeseason

📍 WED 12/11 - DALLAS CHAPTER NOMINEE PARTY

📍 THURS 12/12 - HOUSTON POETRY FEATURE - POETRY SPECIAL TAPING @RichelleGemini @ccnetworkhtx @approach.the.mic

📍MON 12/16 - MIAMI @onthebside Stilletos & Pros

📍TUES 12/17 - LA FYC Feature at Da Poetry Lounge

📍SUN 12/22 ATL - Clothing Swap w/MsDia

📍SAT 1/4  PHILLY - “Poetry After Dark” Poetry Open Mic 7:30P w/@Black Ice, Lena L., & Poetic Soul Queen & Jay Smoov @citywineryphilly

📍SUN 1/5 NYC - 7:30P/6P “Poetry After Dark” Poetry Showcase @CityWinerynyc w/@thequeensheba @my_crumbled_thoughts @mobrowne @shenelleg @diviroxx  @citoblanko @bradwalrond @chiefthepoet @kingquinc @Classique516

📍 SUN 1/19 - MLK WEEKEND PvHH  -2 shows @citywinerypitt w/ @mayawrite 6P & 9:30P

📍Sun 1/26 Durham, NC 7-10P - Poetry After Dark Open Mic Grammy Send-Off Party! w/ @dasanahanu @bluzbluzbluz @missylanesassemblyroom

Hosted by Queen Sheba - 2x Grammy Nominee in the Spoken Word-Poetry category.

*If you know anyone with a podcast, radio or TV show - I'd love to be a guest.
Please email my manager S.v.B. bookingqueensheba@gmail.com  or fill out the booking form on my website: www.thequeensheba.live/booking

Dear Anat Sultan-Dadon,
(General Consulate for Israel of the SE part of the United States with an office in Atlanta, GA)

I am writing this letter not out of formality but out of deep hurt, anger, and disappointment regarding my association with your office and the impact it has had on my reputation and standing as an activist. While my experience in Israel provided me with a unique opportunity to learn and engage with culture, the broader implications of that association have caused irreparable harm to my work, my principles, and my mission as a global advocate for justice and equality.  

Let me make my position clear: I stand unequivocally with Palestine. The atrocities being committed, the systemic oppression, and the ongoing suffering of the Palestinian people weigh heavily on my heart. My values and my life's work have always been centered on amplifying marginalized voices and standing in solidarity with oppressed communities. My involvement in any capacity with your office has unfortunately undermined this, casting doubts on my integrity as an activist and as a person committed to social justice.  

The opportunity to perform in Israel, though initially seen as a platform for cultural exchange, has proven to be a painful and damaging decision. It is now clear to me that my presence was not just about sharing art but was used as a tool to promote a narrative that I fundamentally oppose. This has not only tarnished my reputation but has left me questioning how my commitment to activism could have been so grossly manipulated.  

While I value the experiences I had and the people I met, the association with your office has done more harm than good. It has alienated me from allies, fractured my standing within activist spaces, and raised questions about my dedication to the very causes I’ve spent my life fighting for. For these reasons, I ask that you refrain from contacting me in the future to support anything tied to your office or your initiatives.  

This letter is not written out of malice but out of a sense of responsibility to speak honestly and protect the integrity of my work moving forward. I urge you to reflect on the ways such actions exploit artists and activists who unknowingly find themselves complicit in narratives they do not endorse.  

I hope you will respect my decision and understand the depth of my disappointment.  

Sincerely,  
Bethsheba A. Rem  affectionately known throughout the world as
Queen Sheba

Here we are again, y’all. Grammy®-Nominated for the second time. Let me tell you—it’s surreal, humbling, and honestly, a little weird.

Being a Spoken Word Artist is like being a rockstar at chess.

People cheer, cry, and vibe with you when you're on stage, and then you go home to do the dishes like, “Did that really happen?”

But this moment? It’s bigger than dishes. It’s about representing Spoken Word as a genre on a global scale. For decades, I’ve advocated for Spoken Word to be seen as more than just a niche art form, to have it stand shoulder-to-shoulder with singers, songwriters, and musicians. To see our work respected, celebrated, and recognized for the genius it is. And now, being nominated for the second year in a row, I know we’re finally being heard.

TICKETS TO THE ATL FYC SHOW!

The Grind, the Gratitude, and the Noise

Let me keep it real: there are days I want to give up. The road is long, the work is heavy, and the noise? Oh, the noise. The comments, the drama, the doubters—it can get to you. But then, without fail, an email or a text will hit my inbox. A fan who says my words got them through a tough time. A friend reminding me of the bigger picture. A moment of clarity that says, Keep going. This is bigger than you.

And so I stay. For the Poets. For the ones who’ve been told this isn’t a real career. For the ones waiting for their voice to be heard.

Why This Grammy® Matters

And because it's about the nine albums I made before this one. It's about the fact that our "music," our poems, have deserved to be here for a long time, and I've never considered myself anything less than a peer. Shout-out to Poet Ansley Burrows for teaching me that early on.

This isn’t just a shiny trophy (although I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want it sitting on my shelf). Winning this Grammy® isn’t just a personal victory—it’s a trajectory shift for the category. It says that Spoken Word belongs here. It’s a nod to the poets who paved the way, to the ones performing now, and to the future artists who are dreaming big.

Last year’s nomination was incredible, but this year feels different. It feels urgent. We’re seeing the doors crack open, and I’m determined to keep them open for as many of us as possible. I can’t walk through every door, but the ones I wedge open with my toe? Oh, we’re all rushing in together.

Oh, and by the way, I’m the first woman to be nominated back-to-back in this category. And I know, I know—the category’s only three years old. But that means I’m setting the blueprint. Call me a pioneer, call me a trendsetter—just make sure to call me Grammy®-nominated.

Why an iPhone Documentary?

I’m thrilled to announce a personal project I’m creating called “From Apache to the Grammy®s. The Queen Sheba Experience. An iPhone Documentary.” Why an iPhone documentary? Because the production of an album, the week-of festivities, and the entire year-long campaigning process for the Grammy®s is an investment into your life—and your bank account.

Share Your Stories

If you’ve got a “How I met Queen Sheba” or “This one time with Queen Sheba” story, I want to hear it! Please upload your video here: [Submit Your Video]

Make sure to:

• Clearly say and spell your name.

• Include your email and IG handle.

If we use your story or soundbite, we’ll absolutely reach out and credit you properly.

If you’d like to support my journey, I’d love it. I also love the unexpected sound of Zelle and CashApp! If you want to donate to keep this train moving:

• CashApp: $QS4ATL

• Zelle: shebasjunk@gmail.com

Drop a note so I can give you a shoutout on IG! Every little bit goes toward this dream.

for a list of all my shows www.thequeensheba.live/booking

So, here I am - Reading comments, biting my nails, and sitting on my hands to keep from clapping back at the noise. Because this isn’t about the BS. It’s about the art, the Poets, and the power of words.

And if I win? Know that it’s not just for me—it’s for the ones who have been waiting for this moment, for the ones who will come after, and for the ones still learning how to use their voice. This Grammy® is ours.

The Party: If They Can’t Throw One, I Will

Now, let’s talk about the Atlanta Grammy® Chapter. Due to budget cuts and key staff being out, we’re not getting our usual nominee party this year, which sucks. But instead of sulking, I’m throwing my own party because Spoken Word deserves to celebrate. Nominees from Atlanta, nearby cities, and anyone else who wants to celebrate with us—you’re invited. Grammy® FYC rules mean you need a ticket, but I’ve made sure the link is plastered all over my socials.

for a list of all my shows www.thequeensheba.live/booking

Now, go grab your ticket to the party, upload your stories, and let’s celebrate the art form that’s been changing lives one verse at a time.

For a list of all my upcoming shows:

for a list of all my shows www.thequeensheba.live/booking

www.thequeensheba.live/booking 

Love, Queen Sheba 💞 p.s. Please leave a comment on the blog so I don’t think I’m just talking to myself. The website tells me who’s been 👀🤗

Atlanta Spoken WordPoet, Queen Sheba,
is the FIRST WOMAN
to earn back-to-back Grammy® Nominations in the Spoken Word-Poetry category.

Celebration and Exclusive FYC Party at City Winery Atlanta Sunday, Dec 8, 2024

CITY WINERY FYC PARTY!

sunday dec 8th 7:30P

Atlanta, GA – NOVEMBER 14 2024– Queen Sheba, two-time Grammy®nominated poet and a trailblazer in the Spoken Word category, will host an Atlanta-based FYC (For Your Consideration) Grammy® Nominee party at City Winery Atlanta on Sunday, October 8th. This exclusive event celebrates her second consecutive Grammy® nomination for her latest album, Civil Writes: The South Got Something to Say. Queen Sheba is the first woman poet to achieve back-to-back nominations in this category, an extraordinary testament to her dedication, artistry, and impact on the Spoken Word genre.

Confirmed Special Guest Performers Include:

•  Malcolm-Jamal Warner – Emmy-nominated actor and Spoken Word artist

•  Georgia Me – Emmy, Tony, Peabody award-winning poet

•  Phillippa Williams – Soulful vocalist from Miami, FL

•  Theresa Tha S.O.N.G.B.I.R.D. – Acclaimed poet and performer

•  Bity aka Spaceman Shawty – Unique lyricist and producer on Civil Writes

•  Supreme BG – Featured artist on Killer MIC (The South Got Something to Say)

•  Miss Honey Simone – Rising Star Soul Singer and Song-Writer

•  April Sampe – Acclaimed musician known for collaborations with Kirk Franklin and Raheem DeVaughn

The event will also feature poetry from Ms. Dia of WRFG, celebrating 20 years of calling Atlanta home. With over 25 years in entertainment, Ms. Dia has shared stages with icons like Erykah Badu, Pharrell Williams, and Amir Sulaiman. 

Miami-based Spotlight Poet @redwritinghood and Spotlight Singer Phillippia Williams will also grace the stage.

Hosted by Queen Sheba (@thequeensheba), with cohosting by Bluz (@bluzbluzbluz), a two-time Emmy Winner from Charlotte, NC, and Theresa Tha S.O.N.G.B.I.R.D. (@thasongbird), the event promises a night filled with passionate performances, celebration, and community. DJ Crowns will handle the soundscapes for the night, while visual art will be presented by Sean Mulkey (@seanmulkeyarts).

The evening will culminate in a thrilling $1,000 Poetry vs. HipHop (PvHH) Battle between Team Atlanta and Team Boston, highlighting top artists from each city:

Team Atlanta: Poet @chev_toomuch, Poet @muvathecreator, MC @4izeraps, MC @ness.lee

Team Boston: Poet @amandasheallday, Poet @d.ruff3, MC @brandieblaze, MC @therealseefour

Queen Sheba: A Legacy of Spoken Word Excellence

Queen Sheba, known offstage as Bethsheba A. Rem, has been a pillar in the Spoken Word community for over 23 years. Her dedication to the art form and her commitment to advocacy and community engagement have cemented her place as a powerful, authentic voice in poetry. Civil Writes: The South Got Something to Say is a shining example of Sheba’s ability to blend art with activism, using Spoken Word as a platform to bring attention to pressing social issues.

As the only nominee in the category who has focused her career on Spoken Word, Queen Sheba’s nomination stands as a testament to her steadfast dedication to the genre. While others have ventured into poetry as an “easy win,” Sheba has championed Spoken Word for her entire career, curating events, publishing books, and supporting community initiatives across the nation.

This FYC party is, not only, a celebration of her Grammy® nomination and also of her journey as a Spoken Word artist who has continuously broken barriers and created pathways for emerging voices in the genre.

Press and Atlanta Grammy Chapter Members are welcome to attend the exclusive “Meet the Artists” hour from 6:00 PM to 7:30 PM at City Winery Atlanta, with a toast to Queen Sheba’s achievement at 7:00 PM.

GET TICKETS HERE

Event Details:

Date: Sunday, October 8th  

Location: City Winery Atlanta  

Time:  6:00 PM  7:30 PM: Meet the Press Hour
(open to press and Atlanta Grammy Chapter members)  

7:00 PM: Toast to Queen Sheba  

7:30 PM: Show begins  

For press inquiries, bookings, or more information, please contact:  

SvB Management  

Email: bookingqueensheba@gmail.com  

Phone: 9194225166  

Website: www.thequeensheba.live & www.poetryvshiphop.live 

Katie Carmody

Marketing Manager | City Winery

(c) 706.338.0009 | kcarmody@citywinery.com

GET TICKETS HERE

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I want to say, right off the bat, that swapping clothes is not a new idea. We were doing it as little girls. We wanted to wear new stuff and my friends always had the trendiest clothes, so I would borrow their shirts or jeans when my wardrobe had seen too many cycles. My hippie parents didn’t believe in materialism or organized religion (one has nothing to do with the other) so I had to be creative to survive middle school.

 Fashion must be genetic. I was adopted so I’m imagining my biological mother must have been Vera Wang. LOL. I’ve always had a love for clothes, keeping my look “fresh” and adding color where one wouldn’t normally expect a splash of it.

 And shoes. Don’t get me started. I don’t care how much they cost or what designer they are or are not. If they look cool and are remotely comfortable – I have to have them. I, literally, have shoes/boots that range in price from $2.00 > to the hundreds! I “display” around the house like pieces of art. I keep them there, dust them and make sure they are wear-ready at any given moment. And except for running shoes – I do NOT own one pair of tennis shoes. Not a one. And I’m giving away my knee-high Chucks at the Swap.

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When I started performing full time, I went through, and still evolve through styles. I was really into heavy African embellishments for a long time. Then I went to the 70s, right now, I am really into the designs and clean lines of the 50s and 60s. I enjoy dressing up and I pay attention to small details all the way down to my earrings and stockings. Thanks to Pinterest and Instagram, I have learned to play switch-a-roo with my clothing a lot more AND I have found a “secret” shopping place that allows me to add to my wardrobe without punching me in my pockets.

I will spend top dollar on is my shoes. The least is my dresses. I go through them, quickly. Exchanging with my home-girls or I wear them for a “big” show or TV then discard or donate them. Or even resell them to some of the buy-sell-trade stores that are popping up all over Atlanta, here in The Triangle and other big cities.  

My shirts, skirts and accessories are somewhere in between. Luckily, some rising designers like my style and send me things to wear every now and then. That’s always fun. Since, I have grown my social network into a cult-like following, I exchange advertising their brands and a few pictures out in the nightlife for a few fun pieces that I keep forever. (Hint – Hint) Now – if I can find a shoe designer!

In 2006 – I met my ex. We decided to move into her small apartment in Atlanta and I had a shit-ton of clothes to get rid of. Just 10 months prior I had moved from Norfolk, VA to Atlanta and hadn’t purged yet.

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Over those 10 months, I met four young ladies who are now still very close friends of mine – although I see them less and less … as life would have it:

Dr. (PhD) Khalila Ali – PhD English Recipient from Emory University and Professor of Women’s Studies + Hip-Hop Artist

Celebrity Photographer Brandi Jo Pettijohn – Now living in New York Ci-tay!

Loc titian to the Stars – Nyesha Samuel – which I hear, the last name will be changing, soon! – Congratulations, girl!

And Sadie Hawkins – Dominatrix! One of my favorite professional women! [2024 update - Rest In Power. She was murdered by one of her clients, in Vegas, a few years back]

We got together one night and decided to bring all our Gently Used clothing and shoes. It was just the five of us + my ex-girlfriend. We sat on the floor and one couch of our small apartment off of 85 & Clairmont; we made veggie lasagna (from Stophers – it is thee best!), homemade brownies + vanilla ice-cream and fudge – and we made margaritas in the blender.

 All together we brought 25 bags of clothes, shoes and boots!

We ate, laughed our asses off, walked around half-naked trying on each other’s clothes, got drunk…then went out to some huge event at the former Sugar Hill club (in Atlanta) and saw Eric Roberson. We all took a picture with him wearing my big gold rope. LOL… We had a blast.

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I blogged about it, of course; the whole thing - and a few months later, we had another one. Then another, then another. After my ex and I bought our house off of Campcreek in Atlanta, we started having our famous 12-hour house parties and the Clothing Swap became an Atlanta Social ‘Must Do’. With over 100+ women, the guys were always like “How come we can’t come” <<< In whiny guy voice. So, the next time – we invited the guys. A freakin’ blast! We got a Dj, then a band… it became the largest house party next to when Live Poets used to do theirs and the police helicopters would show up!

Over the next few years, I took the Clothing Swap on the road with me and had smaller versions all over the country and organized them with close poet friends. We picked a charity and gave all the unswapped clothes to a local house and even sent some bras off to South Africa, to a program there that keeps prostitutes off the streets.

The largest Clothing Swap is when we invited Black Girls Run ATL! Over 300+ women came through our home, basement and ‘Sky Lounge’ leaving with several pounds of clothing, each. And there were STILL clothes left over. There are ALWAYS clothes left over. That is when I go through what people were too impatient to look through and I find my gems. I wait ‘til everyone is gone – all is quiet and I sit and slowly pick up each remaining item, create the pile I’m taking with me, bag and donate the rest.

I’ve even had women call me days AFTER the swap is over to come look through the remaining items and still find suits, jeans and tops just …ready to be claimed.

 As long as EVERYONE that comes to the party brings a little something – everyone leaves with more than enough. Even if you don’t have any clothing you want to bring, bring a bottle of wine or two and some munchies and relax. You’ll be glad you did.

The most powerful thing that happened. And there have been several. During one of the Swaps, a woman was on the way to her car with two bags of new-to-her clothes. She was crying. Huge crocodile tears. Sobbing and couldn’t breathe. She said, she was not homeless but just really down on her luck and had little to nothing to wear to work. She had found 5 suits that fit her, shoes and some accessories.

I was just standing there, cracking jokes on the microphone – as usual – while people were tearing into the piles. She hugged me and I came to realize why I continued this for so long.

There are several more of these stories over the past 7-8 years … 

The Clothing Swap has become a national movement for women – and for fun!

All of my artist friends love it because we can get “new to us” items to add to our stage wardrobes while donating beautiful pieces we’ve been captured in one too many times.

The ghost of the Clothing Swap lingers. People from all over the country email me and ask when I’m doing another one.

Welp…My good friend, Ms. Dia of 89.3 called me and asked that same question.

And – here we are. Back and in full swing and you know we had to make this a PAR-TAY!. Plus the witty banter of me and Ms. Dia’s awesome personality. We’ll have giveaways and a slew of other surprises! People are calling us every day to help add to this amazing event.

And the clothes are FREE with your admission. BUY CLOTHING SWAP TICKETS HERE

Ladies – We will be in there setting up by 11A on Saturday. If you want to drop your clothes off early and then come back for the party 1-6, please do so we can organize as much as possible. If you want to just bring them with you, - you can do that, too.

The SWAP-ing, starts at 1P! The doors open at 12:30P. Get there early so you can get the good stuff!

 If you are confused about ANYTHING please give me 404-697-9734, or Ms. Dia 678-663-5998 a CALL.

If you have been to the Big Atlanta Clothing Swap before – you know you are going to have a F-N blast! If not…welcome to the BEST day of your life.

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The next day, Sunday night – It is Poetry vs. Hip-Hop @CityWineryATL – if you can show us your City Winery ticket – you can get into the swap for only $10 bux! And City Winery is going to be Team Atlanta vs. Team Boston so you know it’s going to be crazy!

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I enjoy these blogs. I don’t mind revealing small pieces of myself to you, or being vulnerable at all. But don’t act like you know me – until you do.

Love,

Queen Sheba

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In the wild, survival sometimes demands unthinkable sacrifices,

even from parents. Take the polar bear, for example. In extreme conditions where food is scarce, a mother polar bear may be forced to walk her cubs to the point of exhaustion, and if starvation becomes imminent, she might consume her offspring to survive. Likewise, the African bullfrog sometimes eats its own tadpoles, selectively culling the weaker ones to ensure a better future for the others. And in the world of spiders, certain species of mother spiders allow their young to eat them, an ultimate act of sacrifice to give their offspring a fighting chance.

In nature, survival and sacrifice are tightly woven together. But for us, in our world,

POETRY vs. HIP-HOP DEC 8th @CityWineryATL 7:30P

there’s no justification for sacrificing our children’s well-being—our responsibility is to nurture, protect, and guide them. This isn’t just an instinct; it’s a choice. It’s the reason why putting children first is not only morally right but crucial for a better society.

Why Putting Children First Matters

Prioritizing children means more than just meeting their basic needs. It’s about providing them with the tools, resources, and emotional security to grow and succeed. For some kids—especially those who have been adopted, are in foster care, or live in challenging circumstances—this priority may be the difference between a life of thriving and one of merely surviving.

As an adoptee myself, I know how vital it is for children to have adults who see them as individuals with potential, not burdens or problems to solve. Adoption provided me a foundation of love and support, but it also brought a unique set of challenges. There were times when I felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, caught between the identity of who I was and the unanswered questions of where I came from. It was a confusing and sometimes painful journey, but knowing there were people who put my needs first helped me find my own way.

The Importance of Safe, Stable Foundations

Children First 10th Anniversary Gala Hosted by 2024 Grammy Nominated Poet Queen Sheba
Click HERE for tickets

Children, particularly those who come from vulnerable situations, need strong support systems to build their resilience. Every child deserves to grow up feeling safe, seen, and valued. That means not just fulfilling their physical needs, but their emotional ones too. Insecure, neglected, or unsupported children often carry those wounds into adulthood, making it harder to break cycles of poverty, violence, or neglect. But when we invest in children and make them the center of our policies, resources, and actions, we empower them to contribute positively to society and to help others in return.

Why Children Deserve the Best of Us

Children are the heartbeat of any society, our future and our legacy. To me, the greatest lesson from my adoption story is the power of resilience and the importance of having people who genuinely care. It taught me that putting children first is about giving them the tools to handle life’s challenges without compromising their sense of worth. It’s about making sure they know they are loved and that their voices matter.

Our responsibility is to ensure that every child—regardless of their start in life—has access to the resources, love, and stability they need. We have to be the guardians of their innocence and advocates for their potential, not just because it’s the right thing to do but because when children flourish, society flourishes.

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It was my son’s 30th birthday

on October 30, 2024.

This milestone brought back memories of one of the hardest choices I ever made: choosing to let him go, trusting that his future would be better in a different setting, away from me. At that time, his well-being was at stake, and I blamed everyone I could—his grandparents, his father, even God. The decision to step back felt unbearable, a mother’s worst nightmare. And it didn’t come without a price; the distance between us grew, and despite my attempts to reach out, our relationship frayed. When we spent time together, his pain showed, and his anger was palpable. For years, I bore the weight of his resentment, believing I was meant to suffer for the choices I made.

My son is now a professional basketball player,

living a life filled with experiences and world travel. When I see him on TV, I still find myself waiting for a simple “Hi, Mom” to the camera—a moment that hasn’t yet come. But I understand now that, if I hadn’t let him go, he might not have had the opportunities that shaped him into the man he is today.

This is why putting children first sometimes means making unimaginable sacrifices. It’s about loving them enough to let them grow, even if it’s from afar. As the Bible reminds us, “Train up a child in the way he should go; and when he is old, he will not depart from it” (Proverbs 22:6). Sometimes, “the way he should go” isn’t the way we envisioned, but the one that allows them to thrive.

So, let’s learn from nature’s harsh realities and instead choose compassion over survival at any cost. Putting children first is the way to build a compassionate, resilient future. In my life, it’s been the adults who valued my needs and dreams who made all the difference. Now, as an adult, I aim to pay it forward, ensuring that no child feels abandoned or alone on their journey.

Let’s talk about the exhausting reality of being a feminine woman, especially in industries where we’re still constantly underestimated—like poetry event planning. In 2024, we still have to prove ourselves more than men or masculine-presenting women. Trust me, I’ve tested this in real time. My ex (she) and I used to run social experiments: I’d make a request to an artist, and then she’d make the exact same request with the exact same tone and words. Guess what? We got 100% different results. Why? Because there’s this weird, ingrained respect people seem to have for men or masculine-presenting women that they just don’t naturally give to femme women.

Do you know how many times I have heard “You’re intelligent… and beautiful, too” - That’s NOT a compliment, people. What you’re saying is that you weren’t expecting me to be intelligent AND beautiful. You had already decided that I was “attractive” (Yes I know…beholder) but you needed to be convinced I had something worth saying, whereas my male counterparts you’re already open to what they have to say - it’s on them if they fxkc it up. Or I hear, “OMG… I wasn’t expecting that from you.” Really?! What were you expecting exactly? Again - not a compliment.

And the audacity that you think it’s OK to share your thoughts to my face.

It’s honestly wild, the amount of pushback I still get while producing Poetry vs. Hip-Hop in different cities. It’s almost like people feel I’m intruding on some imaginary land that no one even owns. Really? My goal has always been to produce high-end shows in places where poetry isn’t the obvious choice. I don’t want a cookie for that—but don’t tell me I have to work twice as hard either. And while that tiny sneer of doubt I get from people is more like a pebble compared to the massive encouragement I receive, let me remind you: I’m a princess, and that shit keeps me tossing and turning at night.

And the audacity that you think it’s Ok to tell me how to run my business. (Yes, Asia - I learned the hard way. LOL Inside joke) I remember I had a suggestion I wanted to share with Luis from Voices In Power that I thought would be cool for his open mic and I had so much anxiety even thinking that it was my place to even share it, and I told him so and “got permission” from him before offering up my idea - because, obviously, he knows what he’s doing.

But, nah - “you” just walk right up to my face and say “Hey, you should… ever think about…” Bro! Send me an email, be half-way professional about it, I don’t even know you and we have not established any sort of relationship. That’s like me walking into an Apple store… “You know you guys really need to fix the life of these phone cords, right?” It may be true - but guess who has sold 93 billion phone cords and who hasn’t? Them vs. Me. LOL.

The truth is, I’ll never be able to please everyone. I’m not trying to. Let’s be real, thinking every bit of feedback is valid is ridiculous—some of it needs to be tossed out with the bathwater. Yes, I’m mixing metaphors, but you know exactly what I mean. After 23 years of being a servant of the Spoken Word and Poetry community, here’s the kicker: the biggest consumers of what we do are women. And yet, we still don’t race to support one another the way you’d think. Instead, research shows that women would rather support a leader they feel they can be with (male, female, or trans) than support a woman they once aspired to be but fell short of becoming. Talk about internalized competition! Here’s a great article about that dynamic in leadership psychology if you want to dive deeper: [The Psychology of Leadership and Women].

Oh, and in case you forgot, women in 2024 still get paid less than our male counterparts. In entertainment? It’s even worse. We’re often offered less than our less-talented male colleagues. So, you know what I did? I made my own lane and created my own paycheck. A wise woman once told me, “Have your own shit so nobody can tell you shit!” And listen, I’m a humble servant of God and my community—I take feedback, but I only apply the advice that helps me level up. Period.

So, here’s to all the women out here building businesses, burning both ends of the candle while lighting sage, watching lesser-qualified men go viral. It’s okay, ladies. This isn’t a race. Comparison is the thief of joy. Just look up in five years and see who’s still got their doors open.

And let’s be clear—this isn’t a “men ain’t shit” blog. Quite the opposite. Men, y’all get it. You understand the game, and you’re awesome at what you do. We women? We just have to always figure out how to get the keys to the locker room.

But trust… once we’re in, we’re not leaving!

Here’s a raised whiskey on the rocks to all the women out there making moves despite the odds. I see you. Keep going.

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As I sit down to write this, in Jamaica Queens City, NY - coming off the high of my first Voices In Power feature in Brooklyn, I’m reminded of two things: 1-Nothing beats being on stage; the rush, the magic you cast over the room, the complete attention that’s directed at you and how they’re waiting to react and at the same time you’re waiting for their reaction to connect and your message, mission to land and crack their chest open with emotion.

And 2-I’m reminded of the many years I’ve spent navigating life as a neurodiverse person, often feeling like a solitary traveler in a world that didn’t quite understand me. There was a time when I didn’t even recognize the term "neurodiverse" as a part of my identity. Instead, I was simply the girl who saw the world through a kaleidoscope of colors and details—each nuance bursting with life, meaning, and possibility. It’s been a journey fraught with challenges, but also one filled with profound triumphs.

In my earlier years, I faced the cruel weight of misunderstanding. My ex used to call me "slow" to my face, a label that felt like an anchor dragging me down into despair. It was a horrible experience that made me question my own worth and capabilities. But the truth is, being neurodiverse doesn’t mean I’m slow; it means I process information differently—at lightning speed, actually. While others might take time to grasp a concept, I’ve often already analyzed it, rewritten it in my mind, and crafted a whole poem about it before they’ve had a chance to laugh at the punchline. I’ve realized that my mind operates like a high-speed train, and sometimes, I just have to wait for everyone else to catch up.

Through my writing, I’ve discovered a unique strength. The very things that once felt like weaknesses have turned into my superpowers. I notice details others often overlook—the way sunlight dances through leaves, the subtle inflections in a friend’s voice, the emotions hidden beneath the surface. These observations enrich my poetry, allowing me to paint vivid landscapes with words, capturing emotions in hues that resonate with my readers. I’ve been fortunate enough to have my work recognized by distinguished writers, who’ve labeled me a "genius." Those words have become my armor, reminding me that my perspective is not just valid but a gift.

However, in my personal life, the question of when to disclose my neurodiversity has been a challenging one. It’s a delicate balance, weighing the potential for connection against the fear of misunderstanding or rejection. When do I drop this bombshell? Will they see me differently? The uncertainty often hangs in the air, heavy and unspoken. But as comedian Ellen DeGeneres so brilliantly pointed out in her recent Netflix special, "...we're all on the spectrum; that's why it's a spectrum." This revelation has been liberating, reminding me that our experiences are varied and that my journey is just one of many.

In the creative realm, my neurodiversity has transformed into a superpower. It fuels my imagination and gives my work depth. It allows me to create connections where others see only chaos, weaving threads of thought into tapestries of emotion. I’ve learned to embrace my unique perspective, knowing that it’s this very difference that makes my voice resonate. The triumphs I’ve achieved as a writer and an artist have been deeply intertwined with my neurodiverse identity, reminding me that while the journey can be challenging, it is also incredibly beautiful.

So here I am, standing proudly in my truth as a neurodiverse woman. I’ve navigated the stormy seas of misunderstanding, emerged stronger, and found my voice amidst the noise. I’ve learned to celebrate my unique perspective, knowing that it’s not just a part of who I am but the essence of my creativity. My journey is ongoing, but every step I take brings me closer to the realization that my neurodiversity is not just an aspect of my identity; it is a powerful force that enriches my life and the lives of those around me.

As I continue to explore this spectrum of existence, I invite others to join me in celebrating our differences, embracing our unique gifts, and recognizing the beauty in the diverse ways we all experience the world. Together, let’s illuminate the path for those who come after us, showing them that being neurodiverse is not a limitation but an incredible opportunity for growth, understanding, and creativity.

Here are ten signs that you might be neurodiverse:

1. **Unique Learning Style**: You may have a non-traditional way of processing information, preferring hands-on or visual learning methods.

2. **Sensory Sensitivities**: You might experience heightened sensitivity to sensory inputs, like sounds, lights, or textures, which can be overwhelming.

3. **Difficulty with Social Interactions**: You may find it challenging to interpret social cues or engage in small talk, often feeling out of sync in social settings.

4. **Strong Focus on Interests**: You might have intense focus or passion for specific topics, often immersing yourself deeply in those areas.

5. **Struggles with Executive Functioning**: You may face difficulties with organizing tasks, managing time, or following through with plans.

6. **Emotional Intensity**: You might experience emotions more intensely than others, leading to heightened reactions in various situations.

7. **Difficulties with Change**: You may find transitions or changes in routine particularly challenging, preferring predictability.

8. **Unconventional Problem-Solving**: You might approach problems in unique or creative ways that differ from typical methods.

9. **Feeling Different or Misunderstood**: You may often feel like an outsider, struggling to relate to those around you or feeling misunderstood.

10. **High Levels of Creativity**: You might express yourself in imaginative ways, often thinking outside the box and coming up with original ideas.

For resources on neurodiversity, consider visiting the **Neurodiversity Hub** (https://neurodiversityhub.com). This site provides information, support, and community for neurodiverse individuals and their allies.

Every day, I would run down the driveway, shouting "Daddy, daddy, daddy!" as my father came home from work. I leaped onto his leg, and he would swing me to the side door of our Detroit home. Those moments were pure joy, a genuine connection fueled by my unfiltered excitement.

But everything shifted when I began seeing Dr. Katz. In a private conference room, he unleashed a torrent of venom, yelling that I was worthless, a waste of time, and just like that, my innocence shattered. It hurt even more when my father revealed he thought my excitement was an "act," that my joy was somehow fake. I was crushed. My love was real, as real as my neurodiverse heart, which fiercely feels everything deeply.

What I've learned is that neurodiverse individuals carry that same intensity for others, diving headfirst into emotions, only to find ourselves in a world where feelings can fade. I now understand why I overthink past encounters, always worrying about the emotional weather of those I meet.

But hey, I guess it just means we love harder and bounce back stronger. So if you ever feel like I’ve met you before, just remember: it’s not déjà vu; it’s just me refusing to let go of my love, for you!
🫶🏽🤍✨

Love, Bethsheba

Earlier this year, someone said to me, “Your window is closing.” I paused, felt the weight of their words, and wondered—what window? The window of opportunity, success, love, or creativity? The assumption that a woman’s worth, ability, and visibility have an expiration date has always lingered like a shadow. And apparently, for some, the moment we start to grey, that window begins to close.

But this idea—that women have a limited window to be relevant, attractive, and successful—is rooted in a society that refuses to let us grey in public. Men age and gain wisdom, power, and respect. They grey and are called distinguished. Women, however, are told to conceal their grey hairs, cover their wrinkles, and fight the natural process of aging as if it’s something to be ashamed of. But why?

I am not ashamed. I’ve lived, I’ve grown, I’ve loved, and I’ve created. And that’s precisely why my album, CIVIL WRITES, is so important to me. It’s not just a collection of poems or stories—it’s a reflection of the many lives I’ve lived, the battles I’ve fought, and the lessons I’ve learned. This album is about survival, resilience, and the right to take up space, no matter our age, our scars, or our grey hairs.

Civil Writes tells stories of transcending boundaries, of a Black girl becoming a woman, finding her voice, and refusing to be silenced. In the same way, I refuse to be erased simply because I am getting older. If my window is closing, it’s only because I’m building a new house with as many windows as I want. There is no expiration on creativity, on growth, or on making a difference. We, as women, continue to evolve, to learn, and to impact the world in ways that matter.

The idea that women are only valuable within a certain timeframe is archaic. My life’s work, my art, and my journey didn’t peak at 25, 35, or even 45. I am more than a number, and my worth is not tied to a “window.” My album CIVIL WRITES is a declaration that I am still here, still creating, still relevant. I’m not just surviving—I’m thriving, and I’ll keep doing so long after society’s supposed window has closed.

So, to every woman reading this who has been told she’s running out of time, that her beauty or value is diminishing, I want you to know: You are still in your prime. Your worth is not defined by your age, your wrinkles, or your greying hair. Your window is not closing—it’s transforming into something far more powerful than anyone could have predicted. We are not meant to shrink; we are meant to expand.

Let the world see your wisdom, your resilience, and your growth. Let your grey shine as a testament to the life you’ve lived and the life you’re still living. We deserve to grey in public, to show the world that we are still here, still rising, still making our mark.

The truth is, there is no window. There is only you and the world you are continuously creating, one powerful moment at a time.

Keep creating, keep living, and keep rising.

Your best days are ahead of you.

Love, Bethsheba

🍁 Welcome to October. As I sit here reflecting on this year’s Music Advocacy Day, one thought keeps racing through my mind: *No fakes.* That’s what I want for our art—authenticity, rawness, and truth. Yet, I can’t help but feel the pressure mounting as AI slowly creeps into the integrity of music, threatening to distort not only what we hear but how we create. For those of us in the Spoken Word Poetry community, this is deeply unsettling.

I understand the culture of ghostwriting in music. It's a long-standing practice in songwriting, especially in pop and hip-hop. Some of our favorite anthems were penned by someone behind the scenes. Hip-hop, with its collaborative roots, sometimes embraces ghostwriters too. But Spoken Word Poetry? That has never been a thing. In poetry, every line we write, every breath between stanzas, is a piece of *us.* A reflection of our soul and experiences. It is our truth, and there is no room for fakes.

And this couldn’t be more relevant now that it’s FYC Grammy Voting Season for Round-1 (Oct 4-15). Who’s to say who is who, or what? Where is the line between authenticity and imitation when AI infiltrates everything from production to performance?

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What concerns me is that we haven’t even fully established our presence in spaces like the Grammys or broader media, and now we’re facing the looming threat of artificial intelligence. AI could completely alter the landscape before we've had the chance to solidify our place. Spoken word isn’t just about clever wordplay—it's about the poet’s voice, their lived experience, and their unique perspective. How can a machine capture the essence of our lived truth?

And we must also remember, there is an imperative in poetry to quote another poet. We honor each other by giving credit where it’s due. I remember performing a group piece I had co-written with one of my poetry slam team members. Later, I performed the same piece at a feature without mentioning her name. I was hammered by two women in the audience for not giving her proper credit. They asked me directly about the original writer, and I felt their disapproval sting. Lesson learned - Eeeee.

But that’s the issue, right? AI doesn’t *learn* from experience the way we do. And it doesn’t value giving credit or understanding the impact of misattribution. It takes our voices and synthesizes them into something that sounds similar, but the spirit is gone. The acknowledgment, the shared humanity, is lost.

AI is already changing how students approach academia. Universities are lifting heavy AI restrictions because they realize it’s here to stay. Students are writing papers with AI tools, and we can’t stop it. But the real question is: how do we manage this influx of AI without it turning our world fake?

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Spoken word artists, poets, musicians—we are the protectors of authenticity. Our words have moved generations, sparked revolutions, and changed lives. There’s something sacred in that. So, we have to ask ourselves: how do we guard this sacredness in a world of technology that may not respect it?

The answer may not be clear yet, but one thing is certain: we can’t afford to fake it. Our art deserves better. Our voices deserve to be heard in their truest form, not diluted or imitated by machines.

For us, for the future of our craft—let’s keep it real. No fakes.

Write on!

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Hey, independent artists! Let’s talk for-real for-real, for a minute—don’t count your ducks, chickens, or whatever farm animals you fancy until that contract is signed *and* the deposit hits your bank account! Trust me, I know how tempting it is to daydream about that big paycheck coming through, but let’s pump the brakes and keep things grounded.

Listen, I’ve blown through tons of money trying to keep up with my own expectations. After my ex and I split, I was determined to maintain the comfortable lifestyle we had built. And let me tell you—I’m proud of how far I’ve come as an independent artist, with no massive movie deals or big-brand sponsorships to fall back on. I managed to save over $$$$ in cold hard cash, all while keeping multiple credit cards in good standing. That’s no small feat, especially when you’re doing it in the name of *art*!

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There’s something really satisfying about being able to buy a house, no matter the size, purely through your passion for your craft. But the biggest lesson I learned along the way? Don’t lie to yourself. Sure…there were times I thought I was living the rockstar life—big shows, big spending. But here’s the thing: those delusions of grandeur are expensive, and they can cost …. you if you’re not careful. 

I’m not saying it’s all doom and gloom, though. I paid for a political campaign album, dropped a new album for three summers in a row, and even started a Turo business with a Jaguar, Range Rover, and Jeep Wrangler. All this without a huge financial backer. But here’s the kicker: it’s all a balancing act. Debit cards aren’t endless, and credit cards aren’t free money—they’re *credit*. So if you’re an artist out here counting money before the ink is dry on that contract, do yourself a favor and …. take a step back.

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We live in a cash-driven entertainment industry, and it’s easy to get swept up in the hype. But let’s be real—everyone needs a coach, and there’s zero shame in getting a financial coach. Especially in this business, where one minute you’re swimming in deposits, and the next, you’re wondering why you spent so much on promo for a show that hasn’t even been confirmed yet! 

And speaking of promo—don’t start blasting your show dates or hyping up a project before you’ve got that contract signed. I wear both hats, so trust me when I say, it’s a very *interesting* game. But the bottom line? You are enough. Your bank account is enough, even if it’s holding on to a modest five bucks right now. Don’t pretend you’ve got ten. You’ll save yourself a lot of stress (and interest payments) by keeping it real.

Stay grounded, stay smart, and when that deposit *does* hit, celebrate like the rockstar you know you are—but only then.

Love, Bethsheba

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It’s the limbo that stings the most.

That space between breaking up and staying together, where you hang suspended between hope and despair. The slow unraveling of a love that once seemed so solid, now held together by threads of uncertainty. It’s a space where words like commitment and forever used to dwell, but now, the silence is deafening.

I’ve been there. It’s worse when you don’t know if you’re there.

It’s a kind of purgatory where one person refuses to close the door, yet can’t bring themselves to step fully through it. They don’t want to leave you, but they don’t want to stay either. And there you are, hoping for them to choose you—to stay, to love, to fight. Instead, you get mixed signals. A text here, a phone call there, a warm touch one day followed by cold distance the next.

You tell yourself, '“This isn’t real. We can get back to the love we had.” Which is the first sign you’re being abused by a narcissist.

But maybe you’ve already tried. Maybe you've had the late-night conversations, the tears, the promises to do better, to be better (whatever that means), to make it work. Nothing changes. The words are like smoke, intangible, curling in the air before they disappear. You want so badly for them to be real, but deep down, you know.

They don’t want to be with you. Not fully. But they don’t want to lose you either. Or see you with the upgraded version of who they should have been to you. For you.

It’s confusing and cruel, even though they might not mean for it to be. And sometimes, they don’t know it’s innate. In their veins. Guilty by blood. Literally. Maybe they’re afraid—of being alone, of acknowledging they are hurting you, of facing the unknown. Maybe they’re caught in their own uncertainty, scared of what it would mean to truly commit or to truly let go.

Here’s the thing: You are worth more than someone’s maybe 👈🏽 This link is clickable. Listen to the story.

You deserve to be full.y chosen. You deserve someone who doesn’t just keep you around out of convenience; you can be counted on to do the dishes, feed the dogs and keep the sheet corners on the bed hospital tight - but who encourages you to stay because they love your ambition and see your worth. Someone who looks at you and doesn’t just see comfort or familiarity, but sees an adventurous future they can’t imagine without you.

If they’re not willing to step into that future with you, then it’s time to close the door.

It’s not easy. It’s gut-wrenching. Walking away from someone who won’t fully commit is like tearing out a part of your soul. But staying - ugh. Staying in a place where you’re never completely chosen is a slow death. A death of self-worth, of hope, of the belief that you’re worthy of the kind of love that doesn’t flinch in the face of uncertainty.

Because that love exists. It starts with you choosing yourself first.

I know. I know because I was there. In the weeks to come you will find out how I finally threw myself out the window and landed broken … and alive.

This is my safe space. You are welcome here. And you are safe here. Reply with your version of how you found self love to see your sound bites in the next newsletter with an IG shoutout!

Until next Sunday - LOL.

Love, Bethsheba

FROM VULNERABILITY to VICTORY: My journey back to storytelling.

"Our first kiss was horizontal ..." (Blackberry Molasses f/ 13 of Nazareth)

Sooo have your heard my new album CIVIL

WRITES? Here's the link just in case you missed the huge release >> https://open.spotify.com/album/1RCsJbQZGAwO7rmNWNAZlN?si=npTYV5bjQNGlIQXsZXfuGQ


Though Queen Sheba is Grammy Nominated, as of earlier this year, for her previous spoken word album, she's back with a powerful new project, CIVIL WRITES: The South Got Something to Say, a raw, emotional journey through the experiences of a mixed-black, LGBT, adopted, homeless, multiple youth-homes, girl from Detroit transcending into womanhood where she, ultimately, finds her voice through vivid poetry, it explores the powerful journey of learning her heritage, each experience shaping her identity as she escapes to the South.

The album captures the soul of her transformation—rich in history, culture, and

self-discovery—creating a bridge between past and present that resonates on a

personal and collective level. 

(... aaaand I mixed in a little Hip-Hop and alternative rock for the people in the back!)

I used to pour my heart out on Yahoogroups, a million years ago. Back then, I shared the raw, vulnerable pieces of my life with a small, trusted circle. It was before the days of social media, where every post didn’t feel like a shout into the void of the internet. But one day, I stopped. I felt too exposed, like I had opened a door that I wasn’t ready to

walk through. I watched a YouTube video, the other day, where Saucy Santana interviewed his bestie Young MIAMI and she talked about why she stopped going LIVE all the time. She said the comments were so cruel she just couldn’t take it anymore. And I felt seen. I think I might’ve “amen-ed” outloud.

As I’ve watched the world shift around me—AI growing more sophisticated, life speeding up—I’ve realized that human connection is still the most important thing in my life. My mother always said, "Leave the campground better than when you found it," and ain't that the truth? So, I’m back, stepping into the world of storytelling once more.

This time, I’m hoping that the stories of my life make you a little braver each

week.

Now, I know everyone has adult ADD these days, so I promise to keep it short. Gone are the days of 5-8 pages of deep dives into my life; instead, I’ll bring you the meat of things, plus the tea of my weird (and I love being weird - Poetry life)

This blog will also serve as my official FYC (For Your Grammy Consideration) updates. And just so we’re clear—if you ever want to step back from my little corner of the world, no hard feelings.

Thank you for reading. I’ll be here Sundays-ish to share what’s happening in my world.

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weekly writing and business prompts, links to grants, jobs, gigs, and
unlimited access to ask me questions within the group. We give feedback
on each other's writing, too. All writing genres welcome!
I mean really… cut back on 3 Starbucks trips and you’re in there!


Love, Bethsheba

Thank you for being part of this journey with me.


Write on!
Love, Queen Sheba 💛

Tour Life
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📍FRI 9/13 7P Poetry vs. Hip-Hop Charlotte-4!
With RadioOne Charlotte - @1053rnb
Skyline Nightz Nightclub & Lounge
5237 Albemarle rd Charlotte, NC
@bluzbluzbluz @flyypoet
@thequeensheba

📍SUN 9/15 Poetry vs. Hip-Hop Philly-4
@citywineryphil 6P Doors | 7:30P Showtime!
Featuring @killawordsmith @stephox @lexx_unapologetically

📍FRI 9/20 Augusta, GA Arts in the Heart Festival 6P: 2024 Grammy Nominated Poet Queen Sheba’s “CIVIL WRITES: The South Got Something to Say” Augusta Album Release Celebration x Grammy Consideration Party!

💻 WORLD WIDE GRAMMY VOTING ROUND ONE:
OCT 4th - 15th 2024
Click the flyer to listen to the album!

📍ATL Sun October 6 - PvHH x The Race Weekend
9-Year Anniversary Show All-Star Show! @CityWineryATL
Featuring Live Music by @ericadawson @citywineryatl
@therace_uc